trials, tribulations, and the pursuit of lawlessness.

Today was one of those rare days that I fell into a black hole of concentration. You see, normally I despise every waking second that I remain strapped to this electrified cubicle cell, which in turn forces my mind to devolve into a monkey state. One can normally find me grimacing at my foul master (my dear computer), swearing to myself and others, or banging my fists on the keyboard in a crude attempt to make sense of this hellish environment. Not today though, this was a special day, a day of tasks.

Lately I've been working on a website that might actually have potential for making money. The premise was born of the mind of my buddy's girlfriend and I'm trying to bring it to fruition. The first hurdle was to figure out how the fuck to make a website that didn't look like a crippled pos. By the grace of god knowledge poured down from the heavens and I was pointed in the right direction by those who've reached enlightenment. I've carefully crafted a site that actually looks good, and to top that shit off, it actually does what it's supposed to, sort of. The ideas behind the site are very simple, but in reality making them happen was a totally different story. To make a website look seamless and elegant is so f'ing difficult that it takes days of pondering to hammer out the details and figure s out. Then when it comes time to implement your ideas you'll realize that not a god damn thing works and you don't know what you're doing or where to go. Mr. Internet will point you to various incorrect destinations until you can drum up enough brain power to overcome stupidity.

After that, there comes a point where some things start working, this is a promising and uplifting time that makes it seem like you've got this thing licked. Much later, you will have gotten many things working, and will have amazed yourself in the process, but a dark cloud will now be moving up above. There are infinitely more things to finish up now than you had originally thought, and it's going to drive you completely insane while you go about the task of vanquishing these demons. All in all though, I think I've made pretty good time so far. Hopefully my friends like what I've come up with, but I think they will, it's a pretty cool site already. Well, my brain is literally fried from all this uncommon concentration, so it's just about time to head out. One simple pleasure is the picture of the bears that you see at the top of this post. I requested that picture be added because I like bears, I think they're kickass. Now don't get me wrong, I don't want to hug a bear. Anyone who thinks that bears want anything more than to throw you on the hibachi is dumb. I have respect for the bear because he is a king destroyer and a super badass of the natural world. Not that I'm comparing myself in any way, but if I saw a grizzly trotting down main street having a snack that would be just fine. I would tip my cap and run like a bitch, chuckling at those with a slower 100 yard dash.